[bonjing]

Thanks Tom! I guess it's just getting to me mentally, I know what I am capable of but having the hernia is keeping me back; no big deal I can live with that. It's the knowing what I can do, right now, but having these weak spells is killing me. I could under stand not being able to push up 5lbs, maybe 10lbs after taking rest but 20lbs and still having trouble is what killed me.

I'm averaging 4lbs - 5lbs loss a week, and I'm pretty sure my body is eating up muscle like crazy trying to save itself, so that's probably not helping.