All you're going through now is a major nicotine fit. Work through it, chew gum, drink coffee, use a patch or nicotine gum, do whatever you have to do, but believe me, it's not all bullcrap about it getting easier. I smoked cigs for a while before I found cigars, and I was a 2 to 3 pack a day Marlboro Red smoker...Now cigarette smoke just irritates me, I have no desire whatsoever to pick up a pack of those fuggers ever again. You can do this!